A man Needs A BestFriend

uhmmm ok..lets start !!


i remember meron akong aso his name is " NINOY "
dem !! i love my dog so much !!

kahit saan ksma ko yan...pag pupunta ako sa Grocery...church...barber shop...gala mode
haysss....matagal na panahon kmi nag sama...pero minsan may mga d ako nagugus2han sa aso ko like...nung kinagat nya ung kalapati xempre namatay..

hahah!

bsta kahit ganun sya still i love my dog so much !!!!
matatawg ko ang aso ko na " BEST FWEND "

u know why ?

bcuz....pleg ko sya ksma ...as in never sya humiwalay skin....pag luluwas nga kmi ng manila plge nalulungkot sya eh....pero pag balik nmin kala mo 1 year kmi d nag kita

as in tuwang tuwa tlga sya..

so un...rami nmin pinag samahan....

like:

1.nung may kaaway ako pinag tanggol nya ako kinagat nya sa pwet ung kaaway ko

2. nung may kaaway nmn syang aso pinag tanggol nmin ng mga kaibigan ko

3.nung kumakaen ako ng chicken..biglang tumalon sya tapus sabay kagat sa chicken...

4.nung nahulog sya sa kanal..tinulungan ko sya tapus ako nmn nahulog sa kanal..edi un sabay kmi naligo sa roof top

5.nung nag hhunting kmi ng DAGA...ksma nmin sya pumapatay ng DAGA

6.nung kinidnap sya ng kapit bahay nmin...xempre kailangan ko bawain ...or else papatayin ko ung kapit bahay nmin...( ang malupet pa dun ng hihingi ng ransom puta ! )

7.nung dinilaan nya ako sa muka habang n22log ako sa sala

8.pag bumibili ako sa grocery tapus sya nmn...iihian nya ung mga delatang pagkaen

9.pag nag papagupit ako sa barber shop sasamahan nya ako...sya nmn mag hihintay sa labas

10. pag malungkot ako or may prob..plge sya nasa tabi ko..dun kme sa roof top..EMO MODE hahah!

bsta marami pa kami pinag samahan....


i remember......lahat ng aso sa lugar nmin sya tatay
langya malibog kasi eh hahahha!
nag mana sa amo? hahah! hnd ako malibog pwamiz


tapus un November 28,2005

BAD MORNING !!!

pag ka gcng ko ng umaga..cnabi ni tita ko na patay na daw c ninoy
nung una d ako naniwala kasi baka nag loloko lng c tita ko

pero 22o pala ...patay na c ninoy

i ask my tita wats d reason bkit sya nmatay
sabi nya may malala daw c ninoy na sakit na nkuha

kaasar !! d man lng ako nakapg paalam at nakapg sori sa kanya huhuhuT_T

bad3p !!

tapus un nilibing na sa bakanteng lote nmin...

tapus un uwe agad ako sa bahay

pasok sa kwarto lock ung pinto

e tamang tama nag papa tugtog c ate ng GREENDAY

at eto pa ang malupet ang song na pinapa tugtog ni ate is
(wake me up when september ends )

taena!! napaluha 2loy ako na alala ko kasi c ninoy

sama tlga loob ko...hayss...

so un...cmula ng namtay c ninoy nwalan na ako ng gana mag alaga ng aso


haysss...

hnding hnd ko makakalimutan c ninoy

kahit na ba ASO ko lng sya

still mtatawg ko syang " BEST FWEND " and not a " DOG "

i consider ninoy as my brother...my best fwend...my angel

hays....i miz ninoy so much....


NiNoy
died: november 28,2005


Rest in Peace my best fwend....

Sayonara......alam ko mahirap man tanggapin na wala kna...still nasa puso pa din kita....at hnding hndi mbabago un...i love u ninoy........rest in peace....pwamiz mag kkita pa tau ...i dont know kung kelan ...bsta mag kkita pa tau.....T_T T_T T_T

ALONE ??

No one can see the pain that we hide,
They're happy for us to keep it inside,
Our fear is our own; they don't want to know,
Why sould we involve them; why should it show.

You live your whole life in confusion and fear,
The need to feel something unbearably near,
Half of you living, Half of you gone,
And inside you know what your doing is wrong.

The thing's that can help, the thing's that may heal,
Are the flame or the blade and the sting of the steel,
The destruction of skin means the death of your soul,
But there's nowhere to run when your living alone.

LOVE ??? T_T

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres

Love is the answer to "all" questions!

It is important to stand in Love, not fall into it

If you want Love, you must first Love. Love begets Love. You cannot deliver from an empty wagon. You must first learn to Love yourself before you can give Love.

hmmmm....anu ba ang LOVE para skin ??

masyado ako maraming tanung pag dating sa love eh

isa na dun ung

" bkit pag nag mahal ka tapus iniwan ka ung puso mo ang plgeng nasasaktan? "

plge nlng ang puso ang nasasaktan...hnd ba pdeng ibang part nmn ng katawan ntin ?

hahaha!

ewan ! ang gulo gulo ng LOVE !

gulong gulo na tlga ako !! hahah!

anu ba expirience ko sa LOVE ?

hmmm....

ok ok !! mag kkwento ako

nung Grade 2 ako...nkilala ko c PATRIZIAH.....
grbe patay na patay tlga ako sa kanya...
as in every galaw nya plge ako naka tingin hahaha!

so un plge ko sya cnusundan nun tapus nung nging Grade 6 na ako

nging mag tropa kame
at hnd lng tropa ha.. nging BF ko sya ( Best fwend ) hahaha!

so un ..marami na nangyaring hapi moments between us....
nag sabihan kmi ng sikreto haha! ...pero isa nlng ung hnd nya alam sa mga sikret ko
( may gus2 kasi ako sa kanya eh ) hnd as a best fwend ha...iba tingin ko eh...

so un umabot ang pag kakaibigan nmin hanggang 1st year high skul

ang saya saya hahah!

so un..1 time na late kmi ng uwe kasi hinintay ko sya matapos sa report na ginagawa nya....umabot kmi hanggang 8 pm ng gabi sa skul

tapus bad3p !! umalan !! waaaaah!!

kaya un basang basa kami...iisa lng kasi gamit nmin payong...hahah!
tapus nkita ko ung bag nya basang basa na...

edi un ginawa ko pinasok ko ung bag nya sa loob ng bag ko para d mabasa
edi ung bag ko lng mababasa hahah!

sabi nya ang baet baet ko daw...hahaha!

so un hinatid ko sya hanggang sa house nila...xempre alalang alala c mamzi nya
buti nlng daw hinatid ko sya hahah!

weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!....tapus un 1 day nalaman ko may BF na sya T_T
bad3p !! naunahan ako !! waaaah!!!

so un ang lungkot ko tlga nung araw na un...pero mag best fwend pa din kme

pero bad3p sa tuwing may gala sya dpat ksma daw ako..parang tanga ksma pati BF nya nkaka asar pinag sselos lng ako ! T_T


sa tuwing mag hholdong hands cla...yakapan...kiss... errrrrrrrrrrr...super selos ko tlga !!

para bang gus2 ko sumuka pag nkikita ko cla nag lalambingan !!! huhuh

bad3p bagal ko kasi eh !!!

ntatakot kasi ako masira fwendship nmin
kaya d nlng ako umamin...

so many times nya ako tinanung kung may gus2 ba daw ako sa kanya pero d ako nag ssalita

tanga tanga ko tlga !!! huhuh

so un..... 6 years ko tinago ung nararamdaman ko sa bestfwend ko

haysssss.......

gago tlga ako...huhu

hanggang d2 muna na iiyak ako ....

who loves Fries ?? haha!

dem !! i love fries

hahah!

i always want to eat fries hahah!

everyday,,every time...every hour..every minute,,,every second....

ahaha!

gus2 ko fries !

ahaha!

jollibee Vs. Mcdo

hahaha!
anu ba tlga !!

san masarap kumaen !

sa jollibee o macdo ?

ahaha!

ang hirap mamili

parehas masarap

kaso may pag kakaiba din hahah!


well...

jollibee is my fav.

bcuz ung mga fudz nila sobrang sarap!

fav ko dun is Burger Steak

hahah!



sa Mcdo:

uhmm

ok nmn

masarap chicken nila

hnd bagong init

bagong luto

gagu ung sa jollibee eh minsan bagong init lng hnd bagong luto

ahahaha!


ang fav ko lng sa mcdo is ung MC FLoat

hahah!!


bsta pasarapan nlng cla hahah!

sponge bob and Patrick star are married ?? haha!

sponge bob and patrick star

hahah!

my fav cartoon character
since bata pa ako ..cla na tlga ang pinapanuod ko plge
natatawa ako sa mga kabobohan nila eh

hahah!

Angel ako ? hahah!

wuhoo!! sa wakas meron na din ako pakpak! hahah!
time to fly !!!!

Gizel gave me A Fansign ? WTF !! hahah!.....

hahaha! gizel gave me a fansign ...ibig sabihin idol nya ako hahah! joke !!
ok na sana eh .....kaso may ksmang TABO hahah!

pero ayus lng....ginawan ko din sya fansign eh hahah!


c abbie din ginawan ako haha!!

Mr.Bean Vs. Homer simpson ( War of The Brains )

Vs.


cnu kaya mananalo?
hahah!

pabobohan lng

ahahaha!

Homer Simpson ( the guy with a tiny brain )

homer simpson is a great guy..but sometimes he's so stupid like me
ahaha!
kaya love na love ko c homer simpson

ahahaha!

sa mga kagaguhan nya....natatwa tlga ako
sana nga lahat ng tao kaugali c homer eh
hahahha!

natatawa ako pag niyayaya nya ung asawa nya makipag *** hahah!
parang adik amf! hahah!
pero ayus lng nkaka twa nmn sya

uhmmmm anu pa ba


ala na ako maisip hehe!

hanggang d2 muna

This Is Who I am

Who is it that I am,
Just another face in the crowd,
Just another person with a voice,
Afraid to speak out loud

Who is it that I am,
Just another passerby,
Desperate to make a difference,
In this world before I die

And I'm sorry if I'm not perfect,
I'm trying the best I can,
And I'm sorry if I'm not everything you want to see,
All I want to be is who I am

Everyone around me is just a stereotype,
That I pass by with an empty smile,
I can only hope that somewhere in the crowd,
I'll find someone who is worth while

Because everyone only wants to be the best,
With the newest clothes and the fastest car,
What ever happened to being yourself?
What ever happened to being who you are?

And I'm sorry if I'm not perfect,
But it won't help any of this strife,
I'm sorry if I don't care for being perfect,
But there is so much more to life

I may not have lived much of my life,
But I have learned to see,
Beyond the surface, to somewhere deeper,
Somewhere underneathe

Somewhere that's beyond the looks,
Beyond the money and the fame,
To the place that truly matters,
That makes people more than just a name

I'm sorry if I'm not like those around me,
A beautiful, shining gem,
But I know from what I've learned in life,
I don't want to be like them

Because I'm something beyond that perfection,
Something that they could never be,
Because I'm not hiding beneathe the lies, the make up,
All that I am is me.

My Worst Nightmare !!!!

errrrrrrrr!!!!! my worst enemy in PESOS !!

1. Gizel
2. Abbie
3. Joahna

cmula nung sumali ako sa PESOS
clang tatlo na tlga kaaway ko
plge nila ako pinag 22langan
bakla daw ako ! ( d nmn 22o eh ! )

pag nasa chat rum ako cla na tlga kaaway ko
kahit sa friendster...
sa lahat ng bagay plge clang kontra hahah!
pero ayus lng skin
masaya may ka kontrahan eh
ahahaha!
pero d ako pikon....cla pikon eh kaya plge talo ( asar talo )
hahahah!


info about dem:


wag na wag kayo papaloko sa knila
ako na nag ssbi sa inyo
oras na maloko nila isipan nyo
d na kau makaka wala
( brain crasher )
hahaha!

para bang habang buhay na masamang panaginip hahah!

buti nlng ako nka ligtas hahah!
kla nyo ha!
cursed u all !

ahahaha!



mga ayaw ko sa knilang tatlo:

1. pag tinatwag nila akong bakla
2. pag pinag 22lungan nila ako sa chat rum
3.pag binubulgar nila na ako ay bading..tapus ssbihin nila na " raraket ngaun c laurence cnu pde??
4.pag cnasabi nila na d ako naliligo( c gizel ung d naliligo eh ! 3 weeks d naligo iwww! ) ( joahna 1 week lng d nakaya ) ( abbie 2 days lng ) hahaha! joke lng ! peace tau mga bruha !
5.pag cnasabi nila sa mga lalaki na " mag iingat kau sa EB pag ksma nyo c laurence bakla kasi yan eh "




hahahha!! kala nyo ha !




uhmmm...anu ba masasabi kong Positive sa kanilang tatlo

masaya nmn cla kausap,....d ka maboboring pag kausap mo cla.....

d truth is dey ar not bad persons....
mababaet poh cla pwamiz....pag 2log ata? hahah! joke
bsta mabaet cla
swerte ko nga nkilala ko cla eh

pero mas maganda cguro pag nkakasma ko cla sa personal
ewan ko lng kung iba ugali nila sa personal
kasi pag sa chat rum mabaet nmn cla
ewan ko lng kung ganun cla sa personal na buhay

pero para skin cguro ganun din cla
mabaet..makulet..loka loka...mga bruha !
hahaha!


bsta wish ko lng pag nag college ako ..wish ko makta ko cla in personal
ttignan ko lng kung anu feeling pag ksma cla sa personal
kung boring ba..or kung masaya cla ksma

hehehe!

hanggang d2 muna....

to be continue......

hmmmmm.... Gizel ??

nung una d ko sya kasundo eh
plge kme nag aaway
pero sa una lng un nasanay na din skin c gizel
so un plge kami nag aasaran pag dating sa chat rum
pero para skin nag lolokohan lng kmi
hehhee!!..pero i think gizel is a great guy ( i mean a great gurl ! hahah! )

uhmm gizel??
i think LOVE has detroy her life hahah!
wasted na wasted sya eh hahah!
pero na aawa ako sa kanya
gus2 ko sya maka usap ng seryosohan
but d ko magawa kasi natatawa ako pag kausap ko sya
kasi nga pag tinatwag nya akong bakla !!( d ako bakla ..im just pretending to be a gay period! )


umm so un.....
para skin masyado "complicated" utak nya
masyado sya marami iniisip
haller !! hnd pa katapusan ng mundo gaga!
hahah!

anu ba ang gus2 ko kay gizel bilang friend ?

1. pag tinatwag nya akong laurence ( hnd bakla !! )
2.pag kinakausap nya ako ng matino ( hnd yung " gaga!! bakla ka tlga ! "
3.pag sumasakay sya sa trip ko
4.pag may pinag tutulungan kmi ( k2lad ni silentVampire...hahah! )
5.pag aalis na sya plge nya ako binabati haha! ( bye lau ,,bakla ! ...amp ! )

anu ba ang ayaw ko kay gizel ?

1.pag tinatwag nya akong bakla !!
2. pag inaasar nya ako pag may ka chat akong iba
3.pag binubulgar nya sa lahat na bakla ako ( which is not true !!!! im not gay ! )
4.pag d nya ako binabati pag aalis na sya
5.pag cnasabi nya na may relasyon kmi ni gerson,,pornstar,,,jerrald,,,boom2,,red,,,,chico....Etc.
6.pag cnasabi nya na kras ko daw c pepe smith !!

7.pag tinatwag nya akong TABO
8. bsta marami pa !! dumudugo na utak ko sa kaiisip haha!



bsta bsta !!....c Gizel
para skin mabaet na babae
na mapag kakatiwalaan sa lahat ng bagay ( uhmm cguro ? haha! )


madaling kausap c gizel...bsta wag nyo lng babastusin like " SilentVampire "
gagu fuck u ka silentVampire !


hahaha!

hanggang d2 muna ala na ako maisip heheh!

to be continue

PePe Smith rocks ???

PePe Smith


I refuse to bury a friend.
My mind and soul to you I send.
Please my friend I emplore you to live.
I give to you all I have to give.

Take my hand and follow me
Like a bird, soar over a sea.
A sea of sorrows
A sea of tears
Dotted with Islands
Islands of fears.

Past the house that abandoned you
In shattered life and now you're through.
I've seen the cuts deep in my dreams
nobody loves you or so it seems.

But trust me...
We care.
Always with loveu
pon you we stare.

And we will always be there.

I refuse to bury a friend
So let me be the thread that mends.
To stitch the cuts aquired today
Please find some way to stay.

To think of you
To think of your pain
Collision course with life's fast lane.

Live for life and life for tears
Stay with us and master your fears.

I emplore you to live.
So dry your eyes for all is okay.
You have your friends with you
and there they will stay.

who's Laurence??

I Am Everything When There Is Nothing To Be...

I am the hero.
I am the enemy.
I am the end of my own divinity

I am the mighty.
I am the weak.
I'm fighting blindly what I cannot beat.

I am the right.
I am the wrong.
I collide in the night when my conscience is strong

I am the conqueror.
I am the slave.
I'm honored to conquer what I try to save.

I am the humble.
I am the proud.
My arrogance is mumbled in silence aloud.

I am the giver.
I am the greed.
I always consider the giving for me.

I am the patient.
I am the tempered.
I can relate in patience that's interred

I am the best.
I am the worst.
I must confess I'm lost in my curse.

I am the one.
I am dead weight.
I have what you want, and I have what you hate.

I am the faultless.
I am the flawed.
Should you envy all this, or call me a fraud?

I cannot change.
I can't even lie.
I will always be the same to the day that I die.....